I feel for you friend. I had to put my little dog of 15 years down a year ago this January. I found the only thing that helped was to tell myself, just don’t think about it untill later when you will have healed a bit. So, I did that, and now I can think about him. Then I had to put my mom’s dog down just last Tuesday. It brought up all the hurt about Eienstein again. I do believe that all dogs go to heaven and someday we will see them again. I’m not sure it’s theologically correct, but I think if God made dogs for us to love in this world, He will surely have them in heaven. How could it be heaven without dogs? Joella