Buffy, we miss you so much. We got your ashes back
today, and I just broke down. I miss you so much. There is a huge hole
missing in my heart. I just want you back with us. I don't know why we
did this. I don't feel like it was right. I miss you baby. You were
the only thing I could turn to when I was sad. How could this happen.
I miss you. Just let me know that you are okay. That is all I want.
I'm so scared that I don't know when I will see you again. It will be
a very long time. I hope you don't forget me. I know I will never
forget you. We love you.