rainbear the Chow Chow Dog

Published on May 18th, 2010

By skylair (New Jersey)

Rainbear my heart&soul ,my soulmate. You truly were and are bigger then the whole wide world" we never were more then 2 hours apart you were my partner my peace. you jumped up on the bed to get me back on my feet when my mothers passes and sat proudly lituarly rt by myside when I got married! when b was born you waited for us to come home and you never felt second! you showed me beauty when you went blind at 8 years old and you showed me because i wanted you yo have more quality in your life that we went to so many amzing beautuful parls lakes walks and my eyes opened to the tinyest details in life colors i would describe to you and your sunsets how every day at the same timeyou go out your doggie door when we lived in caly and you would sit on deck and watch those sunsets! you moved my soul by every thing you did and it is not replaceable .you were so alive the wind, rolling over in grass the beach was your heart my little girl and our naps and lamb shanks for dessert for you just for you we traveled across country 15 times together and we were freespirits you made me so happy and a peace within that most seearch all thier lives for. did you go deaf? I put you down you were not ready and my spirit died my baby bear please know i would do anything to just smell hear touch you for even 2minutes! after you could not hear and not see and brandon was born if i could not give you anything then the best and what we had gor 19 teen yrs I didnt want you to feel a second of unhappiness and I now know you still were not ready and even tho b needs me my spirit is gone its with you .rainbear magestic all black chowchow who was a wise old soul at 19teen i was forced to put her down and with a 19 month old baby boy as a single parent my hands were tied I cant be in my own skin sometimes im so sorry rainbear I cant wait for me and you to play in the santaana winds again! when we meet again i love you rainbear my heart & my soul. I had to express my emotions yet i see alot editing needs to be done will get to it....just expressing rt now and rain i just cant seem to get out of my head the day you went to sleep march 1st 2010 you wanted to wakeup we spent 6hrs together I didnt want to leave rainbear remember big cookie" you truly are bigger then the whole wide world