We just can't accept it...we can't ...please help

I cnt even start 2 imagine how ur feelin,Im cat owner myself,but Im a dog lover @ heart ,I've had 2 horrible incidences that hardly add up 2 wat u?ve experienced. Where I live I can only hav cats. I nearly had the worst nearly happen but was lucky enough not 2 c the pain the negligence of ppl drivin without care can cause. My youngest kitten Lightning had decided 2 venture ova the 30mph road outside my house, reasonable quiet i said 2 my friend didnt like the idea of it. Nxt thing i kno i saw her fly up in the air across the road. She got hit by a van.Luckily she escaped wiv only bruises, but she mite not have been so lucky.Wen i was younger & it still hurts 2 this day,my parents dog Bailey hit by a car,he was only 6 months old only jst cum 2 live wiv us & bein a ?nutty? insane Springer,1 day we went 2 the sorting office in a quiet area no cars, no houses,jst closed offices in a culdisac type road & Bailey being Bailey jumped out ova my mum?s head, he ran around a little & as i got bk in the car wiv my mum i called him & @ the same time came a speeding car, from a car park & hit him, he went rolling dwn the road all we could do is stand & gasp,the pure horror & guilt.I ran 2 c him he was still breathing so we took him straight 2 a vet, the vet said he only survived as he was so young & had soft bones.If i could feel so much horror,hav no idea how bad u could b feelin.The pain wil go away,jst give it time.She is still wiv u & still in ur heart. Say gudbye properly it'l help

I can't except the loss of my dog just a couple of weeks ago. I think if is horrible to watch your pet die... as we both have done here... Mine died of to much vacinations... I didn't want that much stuff given. but allowed to vet to talk me into it... and now, I have to live with the guilt of killing my beautiful dog. I know this all could of been different if I just listened to my true feelings . My story is here... It's losing Bella.. please read it. About your little darling... I just try to take it one day at a time... cry and cry as I do. But, pray and pray for peace and healing.. I really hasn't happened yet. but, I know there will come a day it will. and same for you both. I ask why there is so much pain in this world? and why must we suffer? It is at times unbareable. I can only pray when we go home. that all the tears will be gone forever ! I will pray for you both. and for your darling Dog. May God give you Healing and Peace ! God Bless, Bella's Mom