it's been two weeks since we said good-bye

and i can't stop crying. all i want to do all day long is look at pictures of him,tell stories about him,get on this site to see if anyone else has read about him.i dread the day when my home nolonger smells like him,the day i can nolonger find strands of his hair on my sofa or my clothing,the day that i have to move from this home that we shared.they say it will get better with time,maybe i'll get used to it,but how can it be better to get used to a world without that kind of love in it.they say i should get another dog but it is not having a dog that i miss it is the company of kyena,my best freind,my true love,my whole world,my soulmate in a fur coat. nothing could even compare not even with time.just needed to vent to strangers again thank-you for listening.

thanks for your reply.it's not so much that i'm lonely as i have lot's of people around all the time(have a cafe in atl ga)it's just that he was my favorite "person" of all and the only one i've ever known for 16yrs or wanted to know for that long.like i said in my reply to sudden death people were just the filler he was everything.but you're probably wright there might be another monster out there for me somewhere someday.until then and until the end of the world i will hold his memory tight in my heart and in my soul.i love you ky.

i know it's hard right now but with time like everyone says it will get easier to deal with. maybe you should think about getting another dog if you are that lonely. i know that a new dog wont be able to take your old dogs place but give the new dog a chance and maybe the dog will begin to compare to your old dog. and i am sure you would love your new dog just has much as you did your other dog. i am not telling you to run out and get a new dog now but it is just something to think about. again sorry for your loss.