when will it stop hurting so much

i lost my beloved doggie frosty a month ago on friday. he was 15 years old and had been my baby for 12 years. we were constantly together along with his other 2 doggie brothers who miss him very much . believe it or not they know he is gone. we were always together slept on the bed with my husband and i and we never went on a vacation that did not accept dogs. our doggies are a big part of our lives. now the circle is broken by frostys death. he was so healthy even for his age. his illness was sudden (mercifully for him) very unexpected for us and heartbreaking . i know the other 2 doggies need me as much or more than ever but i am grieving so much for frosty i cant stop crying. i wish someone would tell me if this pain will ever go away so i can give the other two doggie babies the love they have always known. it seems i am dead inside and have nothing to offer them

I'm going through something similar. I believe that when your grief begins to subside a little, you will have more to offer your living pets. It might hurt for awhile. I think it's healthy to talk about it, maybe frame a photo or write in a journal, there are also several pet loss hotlines you can call for support. Embrace your feelings for your lost pet. What you're going through is natural and very normal. I really feel for you. It's such a personal thing. I wish I could say more.

Ana,
   
I am very sorry for your loss. The previous poster had very good suggestions. Know that you are not alone.
   
Julie