Cats with human qualities

I had English Bulldogs my whole life. The last 6 lived for 14 yrs. Yes, they were pure breds but never ate dog food. I cooked every meal which included a lot of fish and potatoes, green beans, baked chickens, no salt, etc. My problem is this, a small kitten came up and you could see his bones, ribs, and was crying. Of course my nature was to feed, so I put baked chicken in a blender mixed with kittens mothers milk. Then the mother, a Russian Blue came up pregnant and darted in my house. She proceeds to give birth to 6 kittens. She will not let me pick her up for I think she was a ferral, but the kittens are lovable. Some how she got out and became pregnant again. Now I have 12 kittens, which 2 were given to friends. The kitten I had been feeding had 6 kittens. I called all the adoption agencies and they said they were full, but for a fee which was not disclosed she might find homes for some. I am not in the best of health but still work. I have 4 solid Russian Blue kittens, 1 claico, and a mixture of both in the rest. Now I do have 2 from the first litter that are so good helping with the kittens. I need Names , numbers of agencies and the kittens are all females. Help. I am 60 yrs. old and the work required with 4 litter boxes, bedding and food is tremendous. I will not be like the rest and just drop them off. They do have souls. They are beautiful children and smart as a whip.